NEW CAL/ LAST DAYS IN NZ

I reckon this post will be quite big so I will divide it in two parts.

Part ONE:

NEW CALEDONIA WAS AMAZING.

Since that day,when I was going back home on the bus, that my mum told me on the phone that I could go, things got so exciting. [do you want to know the whole conversation that I have had with my mum on the phone ? Click here]. Then all the visa stuff [that was quite a mission], which was the only thing that could actually ruin my trip, went well so I was more than ready to go.[Thank you, Sandrine ! :) ]
I could spend hours writing about everything that happened, but I will try to sumarize. The people travelling with me were awesome, The New Caledonian people were very welcoming [and they speak French *-*], the games were all about that good and old handball : fast, tricky and skilful and WE [The FANTAILS] CAME THIRD, do I need to say more ? Of course I do! The Toroas New Zealand National team came FORTH! Congratulations girls :)

Part TWO:

I only have 7 days left in NZ.

For those who know me, you can probably picture my situation and my state of mind at the moment.
For those whose does not know me, I FEEL LIKE SHIT.
I mean, ok, ok.. I am truly happy to go back and see everyone, see my family and friends. But, at the same time, I definetely have a family here and friends that I will have forever. BUT WELL...that's life, right ? As unfair as possible.
[EMO? Pretty much.]
ON THE OTHER HAND, I am so happy to say that I have enjoyed EVERY SINGLE DAY in New Zealand this year. The people I met were AMAZING, the things I have done were unique and I have undoubtfully changed forever, not just physically [those extra kilos that every single exchange student have gained, I will hopefully lose when I come back home] but emotionally. I cannot tell for sure HOW I have changed, but I truly have and the only thing I have to say is: I am a better person, more open minded and more than thankful for I have got.
I would like to say a HUGE THANK YOU to lots of people, and I will do it as soon as I can through facebook, hotmail, orkut and whatever. :)
Ok, now I'm going to bed. I might say some more tomorrow, if I feel like it.
xx